Look at what it's done for me

This weekend was Easter. I was lucky to spend the day with my family, friends, and love. On our drive up to Chico on Sunday morning, Will and I were listening to an old Chris Cagle CD and it made me cry...

There was this song he played that I had never heard before. It talked about a guy breaking up with a girl and her being so sad. Then in the song he sees her again and she's had moved on and is happy.

It's titled "Look at what I've done"... and I can't help but think, "Look at what it's done for me..." Read the lyrics, or find the song online... and you'll know what I mean.

Life has an amazing way of taking things away from you and making you feel lost... but then helping you find your true path. I've found mine. I've found someone who loves me more than anything. I've found a life that I've always dreamed of and I'm so darn happy. Some people are never lucky enough to be this happy... and here I am... happy, loved and elated with life. I can't imagine being in a better place ever... and life is just starting for us. I love you, Will.

Chris Cagle
"Look at what I've done"

I saw it in her eyes
When I was sayin' goodbye
That girl, she ain't gonna be alright'
Cause I could tell
She'd be goin' through a livin' hell
And I wouldn't be there by her side

And Lord I felt so bad as I sat and watched her cry
Thinkin' I was movin' on and she was barely gettin' by

Look at what I've done to her
Look at how I made her feel
I gave back her heart, the broken part
She got the raw end of the deal
And look at what it's done to me
You gotta know it tears me up
I gave it everything I had, and
Lord, it just wasn't enough
Hurtin' her like this seems so wrong
Yeah, look at what I've done to her
Now she's alone

I saw her out last night
And she was havin' a good time
That girl, it looks like she's doin' fine
But then I saw a man
Walk up and take her by the hand
And I, oh God I almost died

And then it hit me, she didn't really need me
I just sat there for a while, until I finally smiled

Look at what I've done to her
Look at how I made her feel
She's found somebody new
And look who took the time to heal
And look at what it's done to me
You gotta know it tears me up
To have walked away from the love we made
And just leave it in a cloud of dust
And now it's got me thinkin' maybe I was wrong
After all the things I've done to her
Now she's strong

I walked up and said hello
She said, "It's good to see ya
But hey, I gotta go"

Look at what I've done to her
Look at how I made her feel
She's standin' tall, she's got it all
Got the world at her heels
And look at what it's done to me
Look at how it makes me hurt
If I could go back nowI swear somehow
I'd find a way to make it work

Ain't life funny
Now I'm the one alone
Look at what I've done to me
She's gone